Well, I’ve got good news and bad news. Good news is that I got a reply via Twitter! Bad news, no audiobook is coming my way. I’ll have to find another audiobook. Suggestions?

Genre: Memoir
Stars from Goodreads: 4.04
Stars from me: 5

A Moveable Feast has a complicated history. There are two editions, each corrected by relatives from Hemingway’s different marriages. Thus, the first edition was published in 1964 by his fourth wife, Mary Hemingway, who was accused by some scholars of taking parts out of the manuscript. Those were the parts about Hemingway’s first wife Hadley Richardson where he spoke about her kindly and apologized to her. The second edition was issued in 2009 by Seán Hemingway, Hemingway’s grandson from his second wife Pauline Pfeiffer. Seán was blamed for taking out the parts that spoke unkindly about Hemingway’s second wife, Seán’s grandmother.

The chapters also changed places in the book, some added, some merged. The sad thing is, we cannot know what the book would look like had it been published while Hemingway was still alive. Both editions were published posthumously.

Despite so many manipulations of suspicious motives the book turned out to be the only one carrying Hemingway’s voice so clearly. It’s hard to say if it is the effect of writing in the second person “you” (as in “you would notice”, “you would feel”) or the power of some magic he used but the book really transports you to those times and those places, putting you directly beside Hemingway himself. You go to the same places, you eat in the same cafes, drink a lot of wine together and smell roasted chestnuts in cold Parisian air. You get introduced to the Fitzgeralds. Yes, to both of them, the husband and wife. The wife, apparently, was a very interesting person too. You meet Gertrude Stein. You meet all those famous, striking people before they turned into bland black-and-white photos on the covers of their books. You see them as they were in life, or at least the way Hemingway saw them. This is an unforgettable experience.

“All you have to do is write one true sentence. Write the truest sentence that you know” Hemingway said in A Moveable Feast. And it became his truest book.

I’m omnivorous when it comes to the medium. I consume books from paper, e-books or audiobooks. My Kindle library is spread throughout several gadgets, including the actual Kindle.

Out of a wrong habit I try to minimize physical copies, so I buy them only when there’s no e-book available. My main reason for doing so will sound funny to some, and, probably, should sound funny to all. I’m sad for the trees. The reason is wrong because, apparently, books are not made from some free wild forests. They are made from the trees grown specifically for this purpose. Thus, it’s better for our air. The more books we buy the more trees they plant, the more oxygen is produced while the trees are growing. As for plastic Kindle and other gadgets… Well, you know where I’m going with this.

Another advantage of a physical copy is that it’s yours. No publisher will knock on your door and take the book back because there was some mix-up with license. That does happen to electronic versions. You also won’t be prosecuted for passing your copy to a friend, or simply leaving it on a bench in the park. But what is it called when you leave your book online for others to read? Right, it’s a crime. As a cherry on top, with a physical copy nobody is spying on you. What you browse, like, dislike or underline in the book stays only with you, unless you decide otherwise.

Still, my library is dominated by electronic copies. I wave off my privacy, my freedom to handle a book the way I see fit, in exchange for emptier shelves and lighter suitcases. And, well, for a life of a tree

The actual map shows that I’m somewhere in Europe, but I’m on the Moon according to many publishers. I can’t get some titles because they are “not for sale in this country/region”. They are online titles!

I understand it when they are too lazy to spin the globe and find a country they need to deliver a physical copy to, so they just don’t. But not to include a country in the list of licensed for online sales?! And then they all go Indiana Jones fighting pirates.

I’m sure there are eloquent explanations from the world of business and publishing as to why such things can happen. I belong to neither of those worlds, so in my blissful ignorance I feel justified to say: “What the actual …?!”

Ms. Hunter, can you please talk to your publishers and ask them to find Montenegro on the map? I’d really like to get Close to Home audiobook.

Updated on 16.09.18:

Cara Hunter replied via twitter that an author has no control over where their book will be sold. Thank you Cara for the reply.